Frustrations Upon Frustrations

I'm STILL healing. It's so frustrating! And when things seem to start getting better, I go back to square one. I tore a stitch, and because it's a "dirty" wound, it can't be sewn up again. So I have to wait for it to heal on its own. Then I seem to have an infection again. It has been almost five weeks! It's so hard for me to just sit lay around and wait. But it's what I have to do in order to heal fully. So I'm just really really frustrated.